To sing... go to karaoke or something 
A proper latte from starbucks 
A permanent job!!!!
To be able to do a proper demo
To be able to go shopping in a nice empty place 
To have my music up quite loud (not disturbing anyone though lol)
I am sure there were a few other things but I can't think of them right now

Lol


Right now I want to have my own place
to talk to who ever i want
to be myself and to be able to relax and not live my life walking on eggshells
Crap sorry