The melancholy feeling of yesterday is still there and I know exactly why its there but I've been over it so many times that saying again isn't going to make any difference.

But its one of the reasons that making the "demo" is so important. Even if they don't want me, at least I have made some attempt to change things :) I just wish I could make it properly. Every time I do it doesn't sound too bad but I am sure I can get it better! I just need a better way to record... a webcam and laptop isn't ideal, especially when the laptop won't record the music!!

Anyway I am sure I'll figure it somehow, I just really want to do it soon :)